Fletcher's Story Part 2

For the first 5 weeks of Fletcher’s life we didn’t have a diagnosis for what was going on with his skin. Apparently there were no pediatric dermatologists in the state of Oklahoma at the time. So, we traveled to Dallas to see a doctor there. Dr. Carder diagnosed Fletcher with Epidermal Nevus Syndrome. She told us to watch for bone malformation, eye and neurological problems. Dr. Carder suggested that we have an MRI of Fletcher’s brain to rule out neurological problems and to see an eye doctor for his right eye. We went and saw an eye doctor and he decided Fletcher needed surgery on his right eye so it would open up. The eye surgery was scheduled and cancelled two times. We also scheduled a MRI and we went and saw a pediatric surgeon because Fletcher had a lumbar hernia. We were constantly taking him to the doctor those first several weeks of his little life.

Fletcher weighed 7’9 when he was born and when we brought him home he weighed 6’15. We never really were able to get him to eat like he was supposed to and we were in our pediatrician’s office at least once a week. She was not aggressive and we didn’t feel like she was up to a patient like Fletcher. He cried all the time and still didn’t eat or sleep. We never took him anywhere except to doctor appointments and sometimes church, because he was always unhappy. When he was about 16 weeks old he was having some respiratory problems and we were in the pediatrician’s office three times that week. On April 20, 2005 we went to the pediatricians office and she sent us home with nose spray and ordered round the clock breathing treatments. A home health nurse came that afternoon and put an NG tube in his nose so we could feed him. Fletcher weighed 8’11. That evening Craig’s parents came over and sent the two of us out to dinner. By the time we got home Fletcher was not okay, something was terribly wrong with him. As soon as I saw him I started to cry. Craig and I took Fletcher to the ER at Mercy Hospital. We were there for about 5 hours, they tried to intubate him two times and on the third attempt they were successful. Mercy Hospital does not have a PICU so they sent us to Baptist Hospital. Once we were there they placed Fletcher on a ventilator and gave him a drug to paralyze him, so he could get some much needed rest. One of the PICU doctors, Dr. Khichi took Craig and I to a conference room and told us Fletcher had pneumonia in both lungs, was malnourished and failure to thrive. We weren’t able to see Fletcher until after our talk with Dr. Khichi. I will never forget the site of my sweet baby with a tube down his throat, a machine breathing for him and him lying there lifeless! Craig and I just stood at the end of his hospital bed holding each other crying. It was a nightmare. The nurses caring for him convinced us to go home and get some rest. We were exhausted so we took their advice and went home for a few hours and made phones calls and tried to sleep. Again we were ‘visiting’ Fletcher each day. I was with him everyday all day and Craig would come on his lunch and after work.

Intubated for the first time

Craig holding Fletcher after 13 days

We met with many doctors while Fletcher was in the hospital. One doctor in particular was Dr. Morris a GI doctor he recommended that Fletcher have a g-tube placed in his tummy so he could get the nutrition he needed and a procedure called a fundoplication this would help with any reflux problems. I remember thinking that a feeding tube would be the end of the world! Craig and I prayed and were prayed for and we agreed that this was what Fletcher needed. We wanted the best for him. Fletcher had his feeding tube and the fundoplication on May 2, 2005. Everything went well, the nurses tried to keep him as comfortable as possible without making him too dependent on the ventilator. His lungs were clearing and we hoped he'd be off the ventilator soon. He also had the MRI while he was in the hospital and it came back normal! Praise the Lord! Boy, were we thankful for such great news. They also tested him for cystic fibrosis. And it came back negative. This little boy baffled the PICU doctors. They didn’t know a lot about the Nevus (his skin condition) so they weren’t sure why he was having feeding issues and needing the vent. Anyway after thirteen days on the vent they extubated Fletcher and we were finally able to hold him again. After 48 hours we went to the regular pediatric floor for three days. On May 8, 2005, Mother’s Day, after 18 days in the hospital Fletcher was discharged. We now had a way to feed him and the hope was that he would gain weight and catch up on the milestones he had missed. We also would have a home health nurse coming to our home 3 times a week. We went home hopeful. As soon as we got home we changed pediatricians. We had our first appointment with Dr. Albiek on June 1, 2005 he was caring and compassionate we knew we had the right doctor this time. Fletcher seemed to be doing well at home. He was gaining some weight and weighed around 10 pounds. On June 8, 2005 Fletcher was having a really tough day and our home health nurse Kristi, suggested that Craig and I take Fletcher to the ER. Sure enough he had pneumonia and was intubated and on the ventilator again. Dr. Albiek met us in the PICU at about 10:00 pm amazed that we were back in the hospital. We were in the hospital for 17 days. Fletcher was on the vent for 5 days (in the PICU) and 10 days on the floor requiring oxygen. For some reason we could not wean Fletcher off of the oxygen. So, on June 25, 2005 we went home with some more equipment, a concentrator, portable 02, pulse ox meter and a suction machine. After being at home with a feeding pump and all that goes with it we had run out of DME (Durable Medical Equipment) meaning our insurance would not pay the $350.00 a month bill for the new equipment. The Lord was so good to us in that the VP of the home health equipment company happened to be the father of one of Craig’s childhood friends. Coincidence, I don’t think so! Anyway, he gave us the equipment for $50.00 a month. We were so grateful for this blessing that we knew only came from the Lord! Let me back up just a bit, right before we left the hospital, one of the PICU doctors, Dr. Griggs came to Fletcher’s hospital room and suggested that we place Fletcher in The Children’s Center, short term, of course. I was devastated, appalled, and offended because I thought Dr. Griggs didn’t think I couldn’t take care of my baby! Of course that wasn’t the case, I have lived in Oklahoma City all of my life and didn’t really know anything about TCC, I thought it was a place you sent babies to die and I wanted no part of it.

At home on oxygen

A street somewhere in Texas...

Craig's Uncle Jack and Aunt Susie came to town last weekend. Susie and Jack live in Conroe, Texas just outside of Houston. It was so great to see them. Susie couldn't wait to get to TCC so she could see Fletcher. He loved looking at her and listening to her talk. They were so cute together. Jack and Susie are always such a blessing to us and we wish we could see them more often. Susie's son, Stephen develops housing additions and he has named a street after Fletcher! How cool is that? They sent us a sign so I put it on one of Fletcher's shelves in his unit.

Fletcher & Aunt SusieAunt Susie, Fletcher & Daddy
'the sign'

Giving Thanks...

I'm sorry I haven't updated you all for the last few days. It has been crazy around here! Tuesday evening Kayleigh's grandparents and aunt Jackie came to town for a few days. They took the girls to a hotel for two nights, swam and shopped 'til they dropped! Everyone had a great time. Tuesday I received an email from sweet friends of ours the McLaughlin's wanting to bring us Thanksgiving dinner on Thursday. I'm sure you can imagine what a blessing that was sick kid or not! We were able to bring Fletcher home for Thanksgiving it was wonderful to have our family together in our home. We ate a fabulous meal, thanks Mike and Ryan, had a family picture made and ate some more! Earlier in the day Craig and I were in the kitchen and Kayleigh, Maddie and Fletcher were in the living room. The girls were sitting beside Fletcher's crib just hanging out with him and at one point we heard uncontrollable laughter coming from the living room. Craig and I looked at each other and were so grateful that our children were in the same room talking and laughing together. That's something we don't take for granted, what a blessing! I've posted a few pictures from yesterday. If you look closely at the first picture you'll see that Fletcher has one of Maddie's bracelets on. I guess she wanted to play dress up with her Bubba! We are so thankful to the Lord for such a great day at home with family.

Happy boy!

Isn't he just precious?

Maddie taking care of Bubba swinging!

Kayleigh and Devon

I know some of you are wondering about the MRI. Everything went well Monday. Dr. Griggs did a great job sedating Fletcher for the brain MRI, that they went ahead and did an echocardiogram of his heart, too. At this point we do not have any news on the results from either test. Fletcher is still a little on the grumpy side, but he's definitely feeling better. His phosphorus level is slowing going up, it is not back where it's supposed to be. I really appreciate you all praying for us it means so much knowing Godly people are lifting us up!

Dr. Griggs, Ginger and the MRI technicians

An update and the beginning of Christmas

I want to thank you all for praying for my sweet Fletcher. Today his phosphorus was not critically low, his liver had moved down a bit and is now back where it's supposed to be, his lungs sound better and the crash cart is no longer next to his bed! I was thankful to see that thing out of the room! Fletcher was still pretty fussy when I saw him this afternoon I only got a few smiles out of him. I'm guessing he's very tired and still isn't feeling real well, he was just so restless. We are so grateful for the progress he has made. Fletcher WILL be having the sedated MRI tomorrow please continue to pray for his safety during the sedation, for some clarity on what's going on with this bump and also that he will sleep well tonight. I will let you know about the results when we know.

If all goes well we are planning to bring Fletcher home for Thanksgiving. One thing I really want to accomplish is our family Christmas picture. The last two have been taken in hospitals, so I am bound and determined to make it happen on Thanksgiving day in our home. My sweet friend, Adriann is going to come over and take some pictures of us in front of our Christmas tree. We put the tree up tonight, I don't believe I've ever had a Christmas tree up this early. It feels good to have that taken care of. There is still a lot more work to do but I'll get to that after Thanksgiving.

Maddie and Daddy putting the angel on top of the tree

my girls

Update

When I arrived at TCC this morning Fletcher's heart rate was in the 160's his normal heart rate is usually 118-124. He was extremely irritable so they gave him some Morphine hoping to calm him down. I held him most of the morning and he did eventually calm down and his heart rate stayed in the 140's. The nurse practitioner, Tami, came in this morning to access him and to check the lab work they had done. She felt like he was responding well to the IV medication and that he was stable. I was able to spend the most of the day with Fletcher. There wasn't a whole lot that would make him happy and I only saw a few smiles today. He went through many stages of wanting to be held and wanting to be left alone. He seemed very restless and had a hard time getting comfortable. Poor thing! I'm hoping he'll still be able to have the MRI on Monday, but we'll have to wait and see. We are also wanting to bring Fletcher home for Thanksgiving. Please keep him in your prayers. That's it for now. Thank you so much for all your prayers today!

Prayer Request

Fletcher is still in need of your prayers. Yesterday afternoon we found out that he is having Congestive Heart Failure. His heart is enlarged and we think it could be because of his critically low phosphorus level. We also found out that he is ALWAYS at risk for CHF because of his past heart problems, his pulmonary hypertension and because he is ventilator dependant. At this moment he is still at TCC and they are monitoring him closely. They are keeping in touch with a PICU doctor at Baptist in order to know how best to treat Fletcher at this time. TCC promised us that they would send Fletcher to the hospital when and if he needed to go. Craig and I are really worried and are asking you to please lift Fletcher up in prayer today. I'm sure we will be spending most of the day at TCC, Craig's mom, Trudie will have the girls and keep them busy today. Thank you for remembering us in your prayers today. I'll keep you posted.

A pretty tough day...

Fletcher has had a pretty tough week. Please continue to pray for our sweet boy. He has been really fussy, crying easily and seems to be in pain. When I got there this morning he was really upset and nothing I said or did seemed to help. They did every test imaginable on him trying to figure out what was the matter with him and they all came back normal. Today I was bled on, peed on, and pooped on, it was great. I went back up this afternoon and he seemed worse so they decided to test him for RSV and the flu and they came back negative. Before I left they had figured out what the problem was, Fletcher's phosphorus was critically low. So, it was a fairly easy thing to fix by adding phosphorus to his meds.

Fletcher will be having a sedated MRI, Monday, November 19 at 10:30 am. We will be at Baptist Hospital, Fletcher's old stomping grounds. We are VERY thankful to be having the MRI in a familiar place with people who love him. Please pray that it all goes well and that they are able to find out what this 'bump' is on the top of his head. That's all for now...

Surgery update

We arrived at Children's Hospital at about 11:30 this morning. They put us in a nice little room so we didn't have to wait out with the general public in the waiting room. Praise the Lord! Fletcher had surgery at 4:40 pm. The surgery took about an hour and half. They were not able to put in a port and put in a Hickman Broviac which is the same as the last two lines he's had. It was a very long day, but the surgery was a success and we are so grateful. Fletcher is back at TCC resting well. Thank you all for praying for us today I know the Lord heard and answered our prayers! I'm gonna close for now.

Fletcher's Having Surgery

Hello,

Just wanted to let everyone know that Fletcher is going in today (Nov 12, 2007) for surgery.  As you may already know, his central line came out last week and so he will be getting a new one - or something similar. He will be leaving the Children's Center at 11:00 AM but there is no set time scheduled for the surgery.

We would appreciate your prayers during this time.

Thank you!

A much better Friday...Praise the Lord!

Well, today started off a little rocky when I went into Fletcher's unit and they told me he had pneumonia. My first thought was 'great this is just what he needs!' UGH! So, I walked over to Fletcher's bed and he was on his tummy (to help his lungs and not a normal position for him) and he was having bloody nasal secretions. Double UGH! They were also giving him breathing treatments every 30 minutes for a few hours and then they changed the treatments to every two hours. They also had given him IV Lasix to help with the fluid in his lungs. They told me I could hold him so I picked him up immediately and he was so HAPPY to see me. I totally enjoyed my morning time with him. We sang songs and he did all the motions and he smiled and laughed, it was a perfect morning. I did not have a babysitter today so Maddie and I stayed home this afternoon. But once Kayleigh was home from school I went back to see Fletcher. Again, he was happy and had the biggest, sweetest smile on his face when he saw me. Not long after I got there one of the nurse practitioners came and told me that Fletcher was responding well to the breathing treatments and Lasix and that his lungs sounded a lot better. She also told me that the cultures came back and there was NO yeast or mold! Meaning it's not a fungal infection! The rash is probably impetigo, which I'm guessing isn't a fungus, they will continue the IV antibiotics. So, now about that central line. I am choosing to believe that the Lord was the one who made that happen. That line was TUNNELED into a vein and SUTURED into Fletcher's skin. How would it just fall out? He never messed with it so I really don't think he pulled it out. The line will have to be replaced. It's very important especially in times like we're going through right now that he have a line accessible for IV meds. They'll try for a more permanent thing like a port, but we've tried that twice before and we were told that Fletcher has too much scar tissue from his heart surgery and all of the previous central lines he's had in the past. I, personally would love for Fletcher to have a port because it would be under his skin, meaning that would be one less thing 'hanging' out of his little body. So, the surgery is set tentatively for Monday, November 12th. We won't know until Monday morning the time of the surgery. I will keep you posted about the surgery. I am posting two pictures I took today. I wanted you all to see the rash and the place where his central line used to be (under the white bandage) the second picture says it all. He's happy and the little t-shirt he's wearing says, big trouble comes in small packages! Yep, that pretty much sums it up! But it's 'trouble' I'm willing to go through if it makes his life better! Thank you all so much for the encouraging emails and comments. They really make a difference. Thanks for spending time in prayer for my Fletcher and the rest of us. I KNOW the Lord is hearing your prayers!

Yucky rash!

Yes, Fletcher, big trouble does come in small packages!

A not so great Thursday!

Just a quick update on Fletcher. When I walked into Fletcher's unit this morning he was surrounded by a couple of nurses, an RT and several student nurses. Not good. I rushed over to his bed and he was a frightful shade of purple and they were bagging him. Well, every time we would try to put him back on the vent he would desat again! This happened about three times. We finally figured out that his vent was disconnected and he was better. I had a meeting to go to so I left for about an hour and a half. When I got back to his unit there was another gang of people around his bed including an x-ray technician! Again, not good! I bet we bagged him about 10 times today. A few posts back I mentioned that Fletcher had a yeast infection and it STILL is not cleared up and seems to be traveling all over his body. One of the biggest concerns is that it will get into his central line (a line in his chest in order to give him IV medication) it could be very bad if the line were to get infected. And they really aren't sure that it's yeast, it could be impetigo, but like I said we're not sure. I was given quite a bit of information today and to be honest I'm not sure I completely understand what's happening. I do know an infected central line is bad and they would have to surgically remove it and if there is any sign of infection the surgeon won't put another line in. Not good, because Fletcher NEEDS a central line for emergency meds. They also told me that if he has a fungal infection internally that it's very hard for someone like Fletcher, who has a suppressed immune system, to fight off. He would require an IV anti-fungal and they have TERRIBLE side effects, like damage to your internal organs and hearing loss, just to name a few. They were able to culture a few of the infected areas and did some blood work. It will take 48 hours to tell if it is a bacterial infection and it will take two weeks to see if it's a fungal infection. So, right now they are giving him IV Vancomiacin and Rocephin. So, if we can hope for something we're hoping for a bacterial infection as opposed to a fungal infection. But, I know we can PRAY that there is NO infection at all! Would you all please agree with us in prayer that there will be no infection? Well, it's been a long day and I need some rest. Talk to you soon.

EDIT**** WE JUST GOT A CALL FROM TCC AND FLETCHER'S CENTRAL LINE CAME OUT. THEY FOUND IT LAYING IN HIS BED. THEY HAVE STARTED A PERIPHERAL LINE IN ORDER TO GIVE HIM HIS IV MEDS. THAT'S ALL I KNOW FOR NOW!

A not so typical Wednesday...

Every Wednesday morning I attend a precious Mom's Bible study at my church. Maddie spends Wednesday afternoons with her friends Max and Zeke. While Maddie is hanging out with her friends I use that time to spend with Fletcher. He's been having some problems with his left eye and as the nurse practitioner, Julie was looking at it I asked her to look at a bump on the top of Fletcher's head. She felt the bump and was very suspicious of it. She called Dr. Khichi (Fletcher's PCP) and he told her to order an MRI. Well, Julie wasn't convinced that this was the best way to go so she called a pediatric neurologist. The two of them decided Fletcher needed to have an emergency CT scan. They wanted to rule out water on his brain or a brain bleed. Needless to say, I was becoming more afraid with every bit of information I was receiving. I called Craig and he came up to the Center. Children's Hospital said they could do the CT scan if we got there immediately. That meant Craig and I would have to drive him there in our van. Normally this would be a problem because I don't keep Fletcher's car seat in our car, but remember last week when Fletcher was supposed to go to church with us? Well, I hadn't taken the car seat out of my van so it was in there and we were set to go. Thank you, Jesus! Well, we had a CT scan at Children's at the end of June and it was a fiasco! So, Julie went with us to make sure everything went well. I'm so thankful she went because although it took about 2 hours of waiting we didn't have too many problems. They had to do the scan two different times because the first one didn't get good pictures. In an attempt to keep Fletcher calm, Craig and I stood on either side of him and sang at least ten rounds of 'Old MacDonald'. Anyway, they were able to rule out the water on the brain and the brain bleed, but Fletcher is still going to have to have a MRI, hopefully very soon. The person reading the CT said the bump looked like a spongy bone and that it was about an inch and a half deep. That's weird. We're not completely sure we understand what a spongy bone is and how it would pop up in a day. So, we're thankful that he will have a MRI. The first picture I posted is from yesterday, if you look closely you can see a slight bump where his soft spot was. The others are from the second CT scan.

Yesterday at the eye doctor What a trooper, that's a smile on his face! Oh yeah, and he's supposed to be sedated!
Again, he's supposed to be out like a light!
Sweetest daddy in the world!

Fletcher is back at the Center and is resting well. Craig and I are so thankful to the Lord for this turning out not to be a nightmare. We are grateful for Julie being so aggressive and proactive today. We feel so much better knowing that Fletcher is being taken care of by such wonderful people. We would of course, appreciate your prayers. One, that we could find out what this bump is, two, that we would be able to get an MRI very soon, and three, for the doctors and nurses dealing with Fletcher will have wisdom and discernment.

Fletcher's story Part 1

I thought I’d start with Fletcher’s story at the beginning. Physically my pregnancy with Fletcher went well, unlike Maddie’s. I had high blood pressure and Maddie had to be delivered by emergency c-section. Emotionally, my pregnancy with Fletcher was filled with moments of fear. I spent a lot of time worrying that Fletcher might have Down Syndrome, or that he had a form of dwarfism. I basically borrowed a lot of trouble. Now, you need to realize we didn’t know there was anything wrong with Fletcher until the day he was born. We had such plans for adding this little guy to our family! Fletcher would be the only grandson on Craig’s side of the family. So, we did know one thing, he’d be spoiled rotten! We live in a small 3 bedroom house and the plan was to move Kayleigh into the smaller bedroom and let Maddie and Fletcher share a room. Every time I have decorated my kid’s rooms I paint one of their favorite scriptures on the wall. Kayleigh’s room is now pink and brown and 1 Corinthians 13:13 is on her wall. I painted Maddie and Fletcher’s room yellow, purchased semi coordinating bedding and began to look for the perfect scripture for their walls. I decided on Joshua 1:9 ‘Be strong and courageous, do not be terrified for the Lord your God is with you wherever you go’ I thought that was such a tough scripture and would be perfect for my tough little boy. I remember a morning that I was experiencing one of my moments of fear. I was getting ready for the day and I was panicking about my unborn Fletcher and the Lord brought Joshua 1:9 to my mind. And I felt like He was telling ME that that scripture wasn’t just a tough scripture to paint on a wall and that I was the one in need of some courage. I still haven’t finished M&F’s room. I have tried but it just doesn’t seem right to prepare a room for him when he’s not here. That’s a whole different story for a whole different day!

Fletcher in the NICU 12/30/04

On December 30, 2004 at 8:12 am Fletcher Samuel Burns was born via scheduled c-section. I remember being so emotional that morning, crying before we left to go to the hospital. When they were getting me ready for the c-section I couldn’t look at Craig without crying. He was waiting outside the operating room door as they were preparing me and every time he looked at me I would cry uncontrollably. I was a basket case! I just wanted Fletcher to get out my tummy so I could hold him! Well, that didn’t happen. Instead after Dr. Hager delivered Fletcher the nurses took him over to the corner of the room to get cleaned up. I only saw a glimpse of Fletcher and I could tell something wasn’t right with his skin. And the next thing we knew the NICU doctor was in the OR and she took Fletcher to the NICU. It seemed as though no one knew what was going on especially Craig and me! As they were putting me back together sweet Dr. Hager told us that Fletcher had some kind of rash and that they would do some lab work and try to figure out what was wrong. I did not see or hold him until an agonizing eight hours later. Since I had a c-section I had to recover for eight hours before I could go upstairs to see him. Someone brought me a Polaroid picture of Fletcher so I could ‘see’ him. I must have looked at that picture a thousand times. Craig and I knew in our hearts it wasn’t a rash covering his sweet little face. But each day we were in the hospital family and friends would say, ‘that rash is clearing up’ or ‘his rash looks better today’. Thankfully we had already prepared ourselves for the worst. That is pretty funny to think about NOW, that a so-called rash could be the worst possible thing wrong! After my eight hours of recovery Craig wheeled me up to the NICU to see my sweet boy. I wasn’t prepared for what I saw. Craig was so thoughtful and tried to explain everything to me. Fletcher was requiring oxygen so they had this clear plastic box over his little face. He had a tube in his mouth and he was hooked up to all kinds of monitors. I was able to hold him, but I was so afraid. I was afraid I wasn’t going to be able to bond with him. Afraid I’d hurt him. Afraid of all the wires and tubes. Afraid for his future and people being mean to him because he looked different. I was a mess. Well, I went home after four days in the hospital Fletcher did not. I will never forget coming home and seeing the “Welcome home Mommy and Fletcher” sign Kayleigh and Maddie had made. It was almost unbearable to walk in the door without my baby. I tried to be brave for the girls but it was too much. I told everyone I was tired and I went to my room and just cried. It was awful. I did not know how to do this. I hadn’t thought beyond the moment. I think I must have been in shock. Somehow Craig knew what to do. So someone took me to the hospital each day and dropped me off so I could be with Fletcher and each night after he got off work Craig came to the hospital. Unbeknownst to us, this was the beginning of what we now call our life. Fletcher was in the NICU for 19 days. He was there because no one knew what was up with his skin, his right eye would not open completely and on top of all that he would not eat. The doctors would not let us take Fletcher home until he could take 45 cc’s of formula consistently. That’s only an ounce and a half! It was sheer torture making him take a bottle. We had to work with a speech pathologist to learn techniques of how to HOLD his bottle so he would take the required amount. It was crazy to us. We had just entered a whole new world and we were clueless. We thought if we could just get him home, he’d eat. Not so my friends. Poor little Fletcher was miserable. He cried constantly and he wasn’t really big on sleeping either. Craig and I were beside ourselves. We did not know what to do with this baby who didn’t eat or sleep and cried all the time. But somehow the more he needed me the more I loved him.

Holding Fletcher for the first time

Daddy and Fletcher on day 11 in the NICU

Holding Fletcher on day 17 in the NICU

The first picture of all three of our children together day 7 in the NICU

Fletcher's first night at home. No tubes or wires!

Tough days...

The last two days have been tough for our sweet Fletcher. He has a very bad yeast infection around his trach and g-tube, on his tummy, under his left armpit and in his groin! UGH! Our concern is that the infection will get to his central line and that would be bad news! But, so far they have been able to keep it at bay. Right now they are treating it with Difulcan and a topical cream, they'll try this for 48 hours and if it doesn't clear up they will give him an IV anti-fungal. He's just been cranky and I don't blame him! Last night our church had Holy Halloween, the plan was to load up Fletcher and take him to the church. Well, that plan fell through when we went to TCC to get him ready and he just wasn't happy and nothing we said or did changed his attitude. Then as soon as we put him in his wheelchair he desated. That's when I said forget about it, he's not going anywhere. The girls were already at the church so Craig stayed with Bubba and I went to meet the girls. I was so sad not to have Fletcher with me. I'm so tired of not having a normal family where we can all go places together. And I hate that that's our normal. People don't ask where Fletcher is, because it's normal for him not to be with us. I know, having this kind of attitude doesn't help and you all know I don't dwell on this constantly but some days are just harder than others. And yesterday was one of those days! The girls had a great time. Maddie played all the games and bounced the night away in an inflatable! Kayleigh helped her youth group sell nachos and throw people in 'jail'! After Holy Halloween, Kayleigh had a blast trick or treating with her cousin. Well, that's all for now, please keep Fletcher in your prayers that this yeast infection would go away and that he'll stay healthy this winter.




PS I have started working on my 'Fletcher series', but I'm kind of struggling with putting this experience in words. So, it might take a little longer than I planned...